A penny for my thoughts

Just a bunch of things I think about from time to time

I'm not very disciplined, and I don't think often,
and all my best thoughts come to me when I have no way to copy it down, so don't expect much of this page.

Paul Meyers

1. I hope our Country finishes the job this time, (no stones unturned), comes home, then leaves the rest to the countries in that region to put things back together, so our Government can begin fixing things in our "Home Land".
10/26/01 - Paul Meyers

2. Impossible?!!? Nothing is impossible until everyone on earth has tried "it" and failed...
"I don't know it won't work until I've tried it and failed, although my Dad thinks I should learn from his mistakes"
10/26/01 - Paul Meyers

3. My all-time favorite song is "Key Largo" by "Bertie Higgins", but "Don Henley" is my all-time favorite singer.
Too bad "Don Henley" didn't sing "Key Largo"
07/26/89 - Paul Meyers

4. A company spending millions of advertising dollars to convince me of something, should spend as much or more making sure the thing they are convincing me of is real and true.
08/22/97 - Paul Meyers

5. An, "Internet Pioneer", is the person who got his domain name before December 31, 1997.
They should be able to:
use a companies name on their web page without that company being able to "cease and desist" the "Internet Pioneer"
to death, (as long as the company is the beneficiary). For example, the "Internet Pioneer" www.comeonrentthiscar.com should be able to use "enterprise rent a car" in his meta tags and body of his web pages as long as the end result is that "enterprise rent a car" gets the car rental business from that website.
08/17/1999 - Paul Meyers

6. Life is trial and error, mostly error
10/28/01 - Fred Julian Taylor

7. I asked a relative once, "What's left for you to do" she simply replied, "Everything I haven't done yet."
10/28/01 - My Aunt Ruby

8. It's nice to be important, but it's more important to be nice!

9. I was born with nothing and have most of it left!
I don't know who was first to write these thoughts, # 8 and 9, but I'm giving the credit to
11/30/01- "Bill Comolli"

10. Yahoo asks the question "Do you like Yahoo!'s new search results", I replied, "Yes" But infact they are Googles search results, not Yahoo's. There used to be 5 major search engines. Yahoo, MSN, Google, Aol, AltaVista. Now since Yahoo, Google, Aol share the same searches, may I say there is only 3 major search results, Google, MSN, AltaVista. Hey Look, Yahoo's name is not in the list of the top search engines anymore. Why? you ask, well, Yahoo decided to use googles search results and put their once famous search directory on some obscure pages some place in cyberspace. I hope they get back to originality.
10/18/02 - Paul Meyers

11. "Twas the season of holidays at the end of the year,
Spreading great spirits and holiday cheer.

Families planning their holiday trip with care,
Going online, searching for a good fare.

They will need a hotel for a family of four,
Perhaps a king bed and their kids next door.

They already know what website to find
They have agents to assist that are more than kind.

It’s Hotel411 with choices galore
Stay in Time Square or Florida’s sandy shore.

As guests call to arrange their stay
they speak with Glynda throughout the day.

Desiree to help in the late afternoon
Then Livia’s on board by the light of the moon.

Behind the scenes Patricia and Jay
Ensure quality choices for the guests to stay.

Perhaps a guest wants to cruise the Caribbean sea;
Hotel411 can suggest a company or three.

As agents we’re driven to assist guests with their plans.
One night on business or a week obtaining their tans.

None of this possible without help you provide,
Your friendly voices on line, the perfect guide.

We appreciate each of you, both far and near.
Seasons greetings to all and a Happy New Year."

12/16/02 From Desiree to all of our vendor.

12.
I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His
placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable
busboy. But I had never had a mentally handicapped employee and
wasn't sure I wanted one. I wasn't sure how my Customers would
react to Stevie. He was short, a little dumpy with the smooth facial
features and thick tongued speech of Down syndrome. I wasn't worried
about most of my trucker customers because truckers don't generally
care who buses tables as long as the meat loaf platter is good and
the pies are homemade.

The four wheeler drivers were the ones who concerned me; the
mouthy college kids traveling to school; the yuppie snobs who
secretly polish their silverware with their napkins for fear of
catching some dreaded "truck stop germ"; the pairs of white
shirted business men on expense accounts who think every truck stop
waitress wants to be flirted with.

I knew those people would be uncomfortable around Stevie so I closely
watched him for the first few weeks. I shouldn't have worried.
After the first week, Stevie had my staff wrapped around his Stubby
little finger, and within a month my truck regulars had adopted him as
their official truck stop mascot.

After that, I really didn't care what the rest of the customer's
thought of him. He was like a 21-year-old in blue jeans and Nike,
eager to laugh and eager to please, but fierce in his attention
to his duties. Every salt and pepper shaker was exactly in its
place, not a bread crumb or coffee spill was visible when Stevie got
done with the table. Our only problem was persuading him to wait to
clean a table until after the customers were finished.

He would hover in the background, shifting his weight from one foot
to the other, scanning the dining room until a table was empty.
Then he would scurry to the empty table and carefully bus dishes and
glasses onto his cart and meticulously wipe the table up with a
practiced flourish of his rag.

If he thought a customer was watching, his brow would pucker
with added concentration. He took pride in doing his job exactly right,
and you had to love how hard he tried to please each and every person he
met.

Over time, we learned that he lived with his mother, a widow
who was disabled after repeated surgeries for cancer. They lived on
their Social Security benefits in public housing two miles from the truck
stop. The social worker, which stopped to check on him every so often,
admitted they had fallen between the cracks. Money was tight, and what I
paid him was probably the difference between them being able to live
together and Stevie being sent to a group home.

That's why the restaurant was a gloomy place that morning last
August, the first morning in three years that Stevie missed work. He
was at the Mayo Clinic in Rochester getting a new valve or something put
in his heart.

His social worker said that people with Down syndrome often had
heart problems at an early age so this wasn't unexpected, and there
was a good chance he would come through the surgery in good shape and
be back at work in a few months.

A ripple of excitement ran through the staff later that morning
when word came that he was out of surgery, in recovery and doing
fine.

Frannie, my head waitress, let out a war hoop and did a little
dance in the aisle when she heard the good news. Belle Ringer, one of
our regular trucker customers, stared at the sight of the
50-year-old grandmother of four doing a victory shimmy beside his table.
Frannie blushed, smoothed her apron and shot Belle Ringer a withering
look.

"We just got word that Stevie is out of surgery and going to be
okay."

"I was wondering where he was. I had a new joke to tell him.
What was the surgery about?" Frannie quickly told Belle Ringer and the
other two drivers sitting at his booth about Stevie's surgery, then
sighed.

"Yeah, I'm glad he is going to be OK", she said. "But I don't
know how he and his Mom are going to handle all the bills. From what I
hear, they're barely getting by as it is." Belle Ringer nodded
thoughtfully, and Frannie hurried off to wait on the rest of her tables.
Since I hadn't had time to round up a busboy to replace Steve and
really didn't want to replace him, the girls were busing their own tables
that day until we decided what to do. After the morning rush, Frannie
walked, into my office.

She had a couple of paper napkins in her hand a funny look on
her face.
"What's up?" I asked. "I didn't get that table where Belle
Ringer and his friends were sitting cleared off after they left, and Pony
Pete and Tony Tipper were sitting there when I got back to clean it off"
she said. "This was folded and tucked under a coffee cup." She
handed the napkin to me, and three $20 bills fell onto my desk when I
opened it.

On the outside, in big, bold letters, was printed "Something
For Stevie."

"Pony Pete asked me what that was all about," she said, "so I
told him about Stevie and his mom and everything, and Pete looked at
Tony and Tony looked at Pete, and they ended up giving me this."

She handed me another paper napkin that had "Something For
Stevie" scrawled on its outside. Two $50 bills were tucked within its
folds.

Frannie looked at me with wet, shiny eyes, shook her head and
said simply "truckers."

That was three months ago.

Today is Thanksgiving, the first day Stevie is supposed to be
back to work.  His placement worker said he's been counting the days
until the doctor said he could work, and it didn't matter at all that it
was a holiday. He called 10 times in the past week, making sure we
knew he was coming, fearful that we had forgotten him or that his job
was in jeopardy. I arranged to have his mother bring him to work, met
them in the parking lot and invited them both to celebrate his day
back.

Stevie was thinner and paler, but couldn't stop grinning as he
pushed through the doors and headed for the back room where his apron
and busing cart were waiting.

"Hold up there, Stevie, not so fast," I said. I took him and
his mother by their arms. "Work can wait for a minute. To celebrate
you coming back, breakfast for you and your mother are on me."
I led them toward a large corner booth at the rear of the room. I
could feel and hear the rest of the staff following behind as we marched
through the dining room. Glancing over my shoulder, I saw booth after
booth of grinning truckers empty and join the procession. We stopped
in front of the big table. Its surface was covered with coffee
cups, saucers and dinner plates, all sitting slightly crooked on
dozens of folded paper napkins.  "First thing you have to do, Steve,
is clean up this mess," I said. I tried to sound stern.

Stevie looked at me, and then at his mother, then pulled out
one of the napkins. It had "Something for Stevie" printed on the
outside.

As he picked it up, two $10 bills fell onto the table.

Stevie stared at the money, then at all the napkins peeking
from beneath the tableware, each with his name printed or scrawled on it.  I
turned to his mother. "There's more than $10,000 in cash and checks on
that table, all from truckers and trucking companies that heard
about your problems. Happy Thanksgiving!" Well, it got real noisy about
that time, with everybody hollering and shouting, and there were a few
tears, as well.

But you know what's funny? While everybody else was busy
shaking hands and hugging each other, Stevie, with a big, big smile on his
face, was busy clearing all the cups and dishes from the table.  Best
worker I ever hired.

You now have two choices:
   1. Pretend it didn't touch your heart.

   2. Show somone else.

I believe that God uses us all to encourage each other.


14. "I was born a kind and gentle child. I grew to a kind and gentle man. Of the very few defects I grew to develop
over the years, the one that stands out the most is my uncanny ability to over defend myself and my family.
Against a family member this defense mechanism does not even kick in until the third poke in the eye or the third
punch in the rib or even the third stab in the back. A stranger never even gets the first attempt at a poke,
punch, or stab before my fury defends myself or my family. Most of my family enjoys my company because
they never have the need or want to poke, punch or stab and never get the defensive side of me. To the few
family members that don't know how not to light the furious defensive fuse, I say please take a good long
look at yourself. The reason I say this is because it took me a long time to analyze this defect I have and I am sure of one thing, the fact that I grew to become a kind and gentle man, anyone can get along with me as long as they do not
light the fuse with a poke, punch or stab. If you are a family member that can enjoy me, do so. If your a
family member that wants to enjoy me but only knows to poke, punch or stab, SEEK HELP."
04/27/03 - Paul Meyers

15. To those I've loved and lost, I say,
I'd rather be lonely than lied to.
06/16/03 - Paul Meyers

16. I'm alittle confused. If half the world is at war are we in "half world war I" or "half the World War III" or are they not even called "world war" until Germany gets involved.
06/19/03 - Paul Meyers

17. A MoDoc, Movie / Documentary, called "Fahrenheit 9/11"
I tried to go in with an open mind, but was soon turned closed because the movie / document looks at one simple, negative side. The mo /doc or modoc shows a situation, then paints a negative side to that situation to which there can clearly be the second side, the reason behind certain actions are left out. Can you spell "B I A S." Please, someone out there, get a simple movie camera, gather some news clips, market it free by making some asinine, annoying, statements and collect your $100,000,000. paycheck. I color this movie D - , but what a paycheck.
07/31/04 - Paul Meyers see more of my thoughts at - movies.yahoo.com

18. It has been a long time since I write in these pages, but a dear friend needed some words of healing so I wrote this today.
"Grief is needed to enrich and activate the souls of our dearly departed. Once you feel that soul has the energy to carry on by itself and begin enriching the lives of the world, you will then let go and feel all the warmth that release has to offer."
01/18/07 4:35 am - Paul Meyers